Thursday, December 28, 2006
You'll be missed...
Dear 2006,
It has been a long tiring journey with much ups and downs revolving my life. Be it physically, mentally or emotionally. I was there when the storm rolled over the ocean. But my voyage was a favourable one where I safely settled down by the beach. I guess I am fortunate enuff to be revolved around nice people with big hearts. Those sorrows will be vanquished and the merry ones will be cherished. Friendships has never been great. Old friends, new friends. They are awesome! And I've patched up the ties that was once broken too. Isn't that great?! Well, to sum everything, it has been a pleasurable 2006 and you're gonna be missed! And as for now, its gonna be a fresh new mind for a brand new chapter. Think global everyone!
My resolution? Hmm.. lets say we bring the current one forward! Well, yeah obviously to get that driving licence esp when dad and sis are joining the club. Arrrggghh! Stress babe! Please be patience with me ya. This compaq working schedule of mine hasn't been much of a help. But hopefully this resolution will come true for '07. InsyaAllah. On the bright side, we'll be expecting an additional member to the family. How nice can that be. Looks like my family is multiplying. *grins*
Monday, December 25, 2006
Happy Holidays
When most of them were quietly sleeping at home, here I was on Christmas Day.
Work! Yup, and its gonna be a very very busy week ahead. I'm here to stay again on the New Year. Hah! So much for a 'Happy Holidays!' bluekk...
ps: to you, thks for the xmas gift. Its sure another great collection to my baking essentials! Love ya to bits!
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Finally its up..
Like the year before, I was assigned to decorate the xmas tree but this time is without Noorini( I really miss her a lot). Different was, I had a mixed feeling over it. Satisfied and elated but on contrary was feeling a bit down over few incidents. I won't say what it was but all I could feel after a hard work effort is that the credits goes to someone else. I won't let this thing perturb me coz what matter most is that I had given the best out of me and I believe as a proverb says, where there is no shame, there is no honor. Self praised is an international disgrace! Everything has its wonders, even darkness and silence, and I learn, whatever state I may be in, therein to be content. I don't need to tell the truth to everyone coz after all, its Him who knows everything!
Nevertheless, I don't deny that had a fun time shopping for the xmas ornaments. *wink*
Friday, December 01, 2006
Beyond that Happiness...
First of all, I would like to congratulate several people on the arrival of their new november babbies.
To both my cozens and my friend, Rosellini, kak Safiah and Nurin, (in sequence) best wishes from the both of us and family. Looks like we have Nov' BABY BOOM! Its their first for Lini and Ween, welcome to the mothers' world. Sooner or later, we gonna have that mommies forum here. And as for kak piah, i'm so happy for her coz after like more than a decade and giving birth to 3 gals, she finally has a baby boy. But its kinda sad, coz she's in a state of anaemia, so is Ween. And her boy was juz discharged from the icu last week. InsyaAllah, when she's physically and emotionally recuperating, we'll be visiting you k.
On contrary , I was on urgent leave today after receiving a 'death news' in the family. He was a diabetic patient but ironically died of basal ganglia haemorrhage. Or it is known as intracerebral haemorrhage which is bleeding in the brain caused by the rupture of a blood vessel within the head. And later afternoon, we'll be visiting aunt leah at general hospital due to her malignant tumour. Previously, she had underwent an operation for her brest cancer and now, its due to her liver problem. Hopefully, its not that same liver cancer, which 'attacked' my late uncle jamil last year. But it seems that she's having that jaundice symptom. A condition that will only occurs when there is an excessive amount of bilirubin in the skin and often caused by liver and gallbladder disorders. But it may also causes by her HBV. (hepatitis B ) No matter what cause it might be, I'm praying hard that I won't lose any more family member due to our cancer family history genetic.
Ya Allah, sesunggugnya Dikau lah yg Maha Penyayang and Mengetahui. Ringankanlah kesakitan dan penderitaan yg mereka harungi. Kerana aku telah sering kali melihat mereka dalam keperitan dan akhirnya meninggalkan kami pergi satu demi satu. Dan berilah mereka kekuatan dalam mengharungi dugaanMu Ya Allah. Amin.
